Just because it’s worse elsewhere doesn’t mean it’s good here.
Then the years passed….
Survival instinct
You do everything you can so that your physical and moral suffering can not be seen, and it works. Pretending to be okay is easier than having to explain to everyone the opposite. You should be an actor, apparently you are extremely gifted.
Johnsson R
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